HARNG

2011-02-10T03:35:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just wanna cry.

because i don't know what i want.

2011-02-07T00:25:00.001+08:00

i know what i want to be in the future.

i want to be a fashion/art director.

i want to be an eco artist.

i want to be a fashion filmmaker.

i want to be a fashion show producer.

i want to be harng.

2010-10-26T04:24:00.003+08:00

i feel like an idiot.

im about to sleep but because someone ask me for help.

i willingly helped.

nice.

marilyn broke down today. like major.

thought it was some girl thang.

but turns out she had issues. such a pretty, talented girl yet so complex.

i guess turns out all great artists have some sort of issue.

just that they haven seen my issue yet.

period.

2010-10-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

school has been busy.

other than schoolwork, i have NAF and adm student club.

and recently FAP from hall 8 has invited me to join them as a Publicity Officer.

should i?

i wanna help yuran but the canvassing and the vibe i get isnt really nice actually.

i can have all the free will to work on tickets n such.

but it can only get me that much.

NAF is a bitch because of the committee being too narrow minded and bluntly stupid.

school is fun because i have bitching buddies.

ya i should get back to work.

2010-09-29T12:10:00.002+08:00

hmm.

so the void deck parteh - trashvolution was ok.

it sort of gave me the insights on who are my friends, and who are just plain suckers.

not giving a call/sms is seriously way disrespectful to the party organiser. and having another date is not an excuse too. lastly waking up late is totally unacceptable.

suck it harng.

buggers.

2010-09-15T11:34:00.002+08:00

i'm still unable to find my mojo.

i think my 3D model sucked.

i just cant find the right vibe to it.

oh well.

2010-09-13T18:17:00.001+08:00

i lost my mojo.

after 2 years of hiatus. today was my worst presentation by far.

no longer i can be fluid in my ideas and fluent in my speaking.

i need to find my mojo back.

2010-09-08T01:48:00.001+08:00

today, my professor said (in regards to my 3d model):

'NICE COMPOSITION'

and he didn't comment on others.

2010-09-06T17:42:00.002+08:00

god. this is one of the most unproductive days i have felt.

even sleeping is more productive than this.

JC kids. shut the theme up seriously, what fantasy, what graffiti.

i kept silent most of time for the obvious reasons.

we don't sing the same frequency.

BUT SERIOUSLY, WHY JC KIDS COME TO ADM WHEN THEY KNOW NTH ABOUT ARTS, DESIGN, OR ANY SORT OF IT?!

goodbye.

2010-08-30T02:02:00.003+08:00

finally the new chapter in my life has started.

school has never been this good.

its quite a culture shock i must say, getting to see so much new faces as compared to you knowing your bunk mates in camp.

this major! ranging from our favourite foreign talents to locals.

the bunk is pretty small i must say but i'll try to make do with it anyway the chapter is here and i cant wait to harng shine.

2010-08-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

today was a rather solemn day.

i brought a clerk of mine to court martial and he was sentenced to 16 mths in detention.

he is a good man.

seeing getting handcuffed and being sent up to the heavily barricaded van, all i could do was give him the smile of encouragement and the wave of friendship.

he responded with a very humble smile.

all the best inside the detention barrack and i'll see you in 16 mths time.

it was definitely not a good feeling for me as i have to keep a very stern look at all times while the charge was given and as a 3SG i have to present myself more professionally.

but what could be more worse than this? 15 years of experience and 15 years of fucked up.

you threw your work at me and than when sth goes wrong, you resort to underhand measures like threat, blackmailing. wow wow wow.

and its my last working week and you are still as fucked up.

anyway, this mdm praised me for being affirmative and calm while solving a problem through the phone. =D

she even asked if i'm a regular. D=

2010-08-17T22:55:00.003+08:00

3 more days.

its so sweet.

but what's even more sweet is that i went back to 21sa and i was greeted by smiles from familiar faces.

though as much i try to avoid my SM, he said sth that i found rather pleasant.

SM: foong are you there?!

Me: *silence

SM: don't try to hide! i can hear you!

Me: Yes SM!

SM: *walks over. you better go back to your store and cubicle and teach your understudy how to work!

BC: ya man, he cannot make it la... PLEASE HELP FOONG.

Me: heh....

and i saw how he was treated by SM. like a lemon. squeezed time and time again.

they categorised me as an apple. an apple of SM'e eye.

im honoured.

SM showed no mercy to this chap. the specs also.

is it just me or is he just beyond hope?

2010-08-15T02:07:00.002+08:00

im about to end another phase of my life.

NS.

2 years wasn't too short neither was it too long.

sometimes i wanted to sign on. yes as a loggy.

sometimes i wanted to extend my ORD just for the guys going for wallaby.

sometimes i thought why wasn't my service 2.5 years?

6 units. 5 camps.

pretty tough but im glad i made friends through out.

friends that i really can depend on.

im glad i wasn't your fucked up soldier though some warrant thinks i am.

but anyway i did my job, i had fun, i made friends, i gain respect and i think its about time to keep these memories nicely tucked in one corner of my heart and review it time after time.

thank you. and oh yeah im still as patriotic as ever.

2010-08-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

i feel kinda sore.

that my cavaliers went to RP for observance ceremony.

aye.

2010-08-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

again.

im stupid.

2010-08-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

im so stupid.

2010-06-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

ever wondered why i never treated this place like my home?

cos this place is fucked up.

fucked up with the clerks. fucked up with the superiors. fucked up with the office. fucked up with the everything.

I STILL TELL PEOPLE IM FROM 21SA AND I WILL STILL DO SO.

just fuck off la people.

2010-06-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

i could have gone for a holiday in bangkok 8 - 11 july.

but i chose the politically correct choice.

not to go but attend my cousin's wedding on the 1oth.

to prevent more conflicts with peter fuck

but this will also mean that i will go straight to school w/o any break and i cant reward myself for these 2 years.

RIGHT.

2010-06-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

let the cursing movement begin.

2010-06-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

bahi is the new black.

2010-05-30T20:50:00.003+08:00

what a week.

it has been rather relaxing, not taken into account that dumb daniel was plain annoying.

anyway i just wished that the upcoming weeks will be less fucked up with that fucker back in office.

and yes i still miss you guys.

2010-05-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

i'm suffering from camp withdrawal symptoms.

i need a dosage of you guys.

2010-04-30T21:03:00.001+08:00

i don't think i'm a very difficult person to communicate and work with.

i just can't understand why some cunts can't work with me.

some mother fucker brainless piece of shit.

im trying to be reasonable here and there you are trying to act like some fucking big ass whiny kid.

thank you very much, you have just given me the courage to go against you.

good luck to you mother fucker.

2010-04-28T21:29:00.001+08:00

god damm son of the bitch.

fuck daniel and peter.

fuck off.

2010-04-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

i'm starting to tear.

i don't know why.

nobody said it was easy.

it's such a shame for us to part

nobody said it was easy.

no one ever said it would be this hard

oh take me back to start.

2010-04-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

i once said that i hated 21sa.

i'm stuck up for everyone except for my GAs.

in real fact, i don't hate you guys and

i really love hanging out with you guys.

like a piece of art, it will only be appreciated after the death of the artist.

and i only appreciate you guys even more after i left you guys.

2010-04-23T20:57:00.003+08:00

these 2 years, i made alot of choices.

choices that i regret. but as much as blaming myself for these regrets, why not look ahead and start afresh?

the problem is: you guys matter too much.

2010-04-23T20:56:00.001+08:00

it was the fifth time i dragged my duffel out of a camp.

in my hand was the posting order, in the other was the pink farewell card.

it wasn't very well made, it wasn't that fucking perfect.

but it was from my men.

2010-04-11T21:00:00.001+08:00

5 more months.

something just doesn't feel right.

i need something.

something that i really need.

2010-03-20T19:43:00.001+08:00

nice day t rot at home.

2010-03-19T22:52:00.001+08:00

this weird.

but i kinda miss it.

2010-03-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

am i too stuck up for people?

i just noticed that the pictures i took in NZ was mainly people i clique with.

the GAs, my storemen, 20SA.

what about others in 21?

maybe i'm just too stuck up for them.

2010-03-04T21:52:00.001+08:00

i really hate chicken pox.

i hate the itch.

i hate the amount.

i hate the grotesque of it.

i hate the confinement.

i hate chicken pox.

2010-03-03T18:20:00.000+08:00

i've got chicken pox.

2010-02-28T01:33:00.001+08:00

im growing fat.

6 kg of weight.

swim swim swim swim swim swim

but i dun want to be tan tan tan tan tan.

2010-02-16T21:16:00.001+08:00

i really do miss 20sa.

and i dare to say i hate 21sa.

and i just cant wait to fucking leave that shit hole.

2010-02-15T02:49:00.001+08:00

cant get to sleep.

RIP ALEXANDER MCQUEEN.

2010-02-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

i'm back in this oven called Singapore.

NZ was amazing.

I love my thrift stores but i hated it at the same time because it closes at 5pm.

and i have no chance or whatsoever to even shop.

the kiwis and the teletubbies rabbits were too lovable.

I LOVE NEW ZEALAND AND IM GOING BACK AGAIN.

2010-01-16T13:53:00.000+08:00

i'm leaving for NZ.

land of the kiwi udders.

goodbye singapore.

2010-01-03T01:19:00.001+08:00

sometimes when you finally got a glimpse of your dream, its not that ultimate anymore.

yet, you still want to dream.

why? cos we just want to.

social taboo.

2009-12-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

ultimate dreams.

2009-12-26T12:01:00.002+08:00

avatar is simply amazing and breathtaking.

blue is the new black.

blue is mystique, mayan, smurf, american indian, llama, absolute fabulous.

2009-12-20T15:29:00.001+08:00

i like quirky wallets.

i like eco friendly things.

i like to rave.

but i hate 21sa.

2009-11-28T13:56:00.000+08:00

2009-11-20T12:48:00.001+08:00

RIP DAUL KIM.

2009-11-20T00:44:00.003+08:00

like seriously.
i'm on leave which means i'm on a break.
so stop calling for some insignificant fuck shit.
it's ain't my problem, you guys brought it to yourself.
why can't you guys do things just normally.
and ya i know my stuffs and i will get it done.
so go get some fuck rest.
and it sucks to see someone replacing my position in AMQ.
a place where i know i could be so much happier.
as compared to 21SA.
speaking about that, i have someone to call tml.

2009-11-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

CB.

THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME.

LAST MINUTE DINNER WITH SOMEONE U BARELY KNOW FOR 3 MTHS. THAT REALLY VERY THOUGHTFUL.

AND LAST MINUTE PS SOMEONE THAT YOU KNOW FOR MORE THAN 3 YEARS. THATS EXCEPTIONALLY SINCERE.

SO YA I WASTED ANOTHER WEEKEND WAITING FOR A DINNER THAT DIN EVEN EXIST.

TELL ME IF I SHOULD WASTE MY WEEKEND ON THIS KIND OF SHIT AGAIN.

2009-11-07T14:13:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUsbpmQ9-mc&feature=fvst
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZ1Mi77nogQ&feature=fvst
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7IGE58IPgo

2009-10-31T00:27:00.001+08:00

2009-10-30T22:56:00.001+08:00

hello homophobe.

2009-10-24T12:38:00.000+08:00

i love it! its trashy than the razortv interview!

2009-10-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

HALLOWEEN 2 SUCKS.

2009-10-15T23:43:00.001+08:00

SIMPLY BREATHTAKING.

2009-10-10T00:26:00.001+08:00

spring/summer 2010 is a great season.

amazing collections ahead.

2009-09-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

IM SO BUSY.

BUT IM NOT BUSY FOR MYSELF.

THIS WHOLE WEEK HAS BEEN A MESS.

SO WILL BE NEXT WEEK.

2009-09-18T09:12:00.001+08:00

2009-09-06T22:57:00.001+08:00

and now it kicks in.

2009-09-06T16:35:00.002+08:00

I MISS THE GUYS OVER AT 20.

im sick and tired of meeting new people who don't understand a shit about you.

i'm sick and tired of explaining about my journey in army.

i'm sick and tired of people looking at me as if i CK.

come on where can you really find people that understands you in army?

i've only found them in hawk, 20 and stc.

and i want to find more of these people again.

2009-09-06T00:28:00.001+08:00

I WANT A:

BURBERRY THE BEAT FRAGRANCE FOR MEN.

IPOD TOUCH 16GB.

AGYNESS DEYN.

RECYCLOFASHION.

AIYA I WANT EVERYTHING I WANT.

2009-09-04T22:32:00.001+08:00

2009-09-04T20:51:00.001+08:00

my god.

what has charlie been turned into?

harvard is berserk.

shek is gone.

FL is excuse boots.

well im still somewhere i dunno where.

2009-09-03T17:59:00.000+08:00

i miss you, coco.

i really do.

http://www.jooks.org/Home.html

http://www.happysocks.com/

2009-09-03T17:12:00.002+08:00

first of all, thank you syndicate 1.

thank you:

izzat

khairul

alston

ratata

haziq

abel

terrence

seetoh

jared

zul

princess

marcus

choo gege

ivan

ker yu

benjamin

joy

pauline

lester

lewis

ryan

umar

izzat j

hafiz

nick

kay

vigy

bay

aaron

jeffery

now the fucked up thing has happen.

21sa.

4 BQs in one battery. seriously stop mixing up my posting. send me back to 3div.

2009-08-29T23:14:00.001+08:00

BIGINI, PREENTS, DUCK GREEN.

2009-08-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

IM FLUSTERED.

I DUNNO WHAT TO SELL.

2009-08-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

MY THROAT IS KILLING ME.

2009-08-21T19:56:00.003+08:00

its a habit to open the door and expect coco to run towards me.

its a habit to just walk to the balcony anytime trying to scare him while he's asleep

its a habit to give him food when he asked for it.

its a habit to buy him little snacks for him.

its a habit to just give him eat anything that i'm eating.

its a HABIT.

2009-08-19T19:36:00.001+08:00

9+ years.

i think he bought for more time to spend with us.

he left peacefully.

he left within 5 mins.

RIP.

2009-08-16T00:40:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD.

2009-08-14T14:53:00.000+08:00

oh well.

2009-08-09T20:30:00.002+08:00

I ALWAYS COMPLAIN ABT ARMY.

SAYING ITS A WASTE OF TIME, WHAT AM I DOING IT FOR.

TONIGHT I STAYED IN FRONT OF MY TV WITH A FLAG.

I RECITE THE PLEDGE. AND SURPRISINGLY I REMEMBERED EVERYTHING.

I SANG THE NATIONAL ANTHEM.

I SAW MY 20SA FRIENDS AND I CHEERED.

I SAW ALFRI PLAYING AND I SCREAMED.

I SAW IAN IN THE COLOUR PARTY AND I WAVED.

THOUGH ITS KINDA SUCKY THAT I SAT IN FRONT OF THE TV INSTEAD AMONG THE AUDIENCE.

I STILL FEEL SINGAPOREAN NONETHELESS.

I'M A SINGAPOREAN AND ALWAYS SHALL BE.

2009-08-09T17:54:00.002+08:00

LETS TALK ABOUT SCENTS.

WHAT SORT OF SCENT DO YOU LIKE?

I LIKE WOOD SCENT.

I LIKE NEW BOOKS SCENT.

I LIKE PLASTIC BAGS SCENT.

2009-08-09T02:00:00.001+08:00

and before i forget.

080809.

happy birthday david!

2009-08-09T01:55:00.002+08:00

im such a sway bong.

thrice i brush my shoulders past the tickets. argh.

anyway this is home, truly.

and living up the spirit of the unbeatable cockroach, i shall wait for a ticket.

meanwhile i shall spend some time with myself.

recyclofashion, sewing, reading, DIYing.

2009-08-02T20:02:00.001+08:00

Davis says:

AutoMessage: dinner. brb. HARNG u ROXXXXX

aww~

2009-08-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

i feel like a toy.

a toy who just got played two weeks straight.

i still have to act nth has happen and even lied to my mum that my friend came to eat supper with me down the block.

that explains to her why i came back within 30 mins.

i need my dinner but im full for now.

tell me again, why and who am i doing this for?

myself?

dear user play with me again.

2009-07-31T21:05:00.002+08:00

IM IN A RAVING MOOD NOW.

http://www.topman.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?beginIndex=0&viewAllFlag=&catalogId=17551&storeId=12555&categoryId=112054&parent_category_rn=55917&productId=1301585&langId=-1

http://www.topman.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?beginIndex=0&viewAllFlag=&catalogId=17551&storeId=12555&categoryId=132901&parent_category_rn=55918&productId=1267373&langId=-1

http://www.topman.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?beginIndex=0&viewAllFlag=&catalogId=17551&storeId=12555&categoryId=132901&parent_category_rn=55918&productId=1267365&langId=-1

http://www.topman.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?beginIndex=0&viewAllFlag=&catalogId=17551&storeId=12555&categoryId=132901&parent_category_rn=55918&productId=1136368&langId=-1

http://www.topman.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?beginIndex=0&viewAllFlag=&catalogId=17551&storeId=12555&categoryId=174524&parent_category_rn=38990&productId=1310658&langId=-1

wee

2009-07-26T01:46:00.000+08:00

COME ON LETS JUST MAKE THINGS WORST.

yasmin ahmad is dead.

2009-07-26T00:48:00.002+08:00

it just came.

the feeling of not being able to accomplish things.

its such a sucky feeling.

felt unlucky in a way.

my heart cringes.

will it stay? or will it come again?

i don't know.

2009-07-25T14:15:00.001+08:00

FASHION IS NOT ABOUT LOOKING BACK. ITS ALWAYS ABOUT LOOKING FORWARD.

the one who looks forward back is real fashion forward.

2009-07-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

2009-07-11T13:08:00.001+08:00

2009-07-11T01:15:00.001+08:00

Bruno Exclusive Clip

BRUNO!

2009-06-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

............................................

i'm lost for words.

too much things on mind.

too much shit.

and i cant say anything. i have to act i'm fine.

for the sake of her.

i have to.

2009-06-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

AGNES IS A BITCH.

WHAT A NICE LOVELY ANGELIC NAME.

BUT A HEARTLESS, COLD BLOODED SOUL LIES INSIDE.

2009-06-21T16:05:00.000+08:00

JCDC Versus LEGO from Four H on Vimeo.

LOVE IT!

HOPING TO SEE A PRADA OR VS LEGO FASHION SHOW.

2009-06-21T14:08:00.002+08:00

I FEEL LIKE A LOSER.

ITS THE WEEKEND AND IM FEELING LIKE A PIECE OF CRAP.

TREE IS RIGHT. ITS NOT ME. HE THINKS THAT I HAVE SOME SORT OF DEPRESSION TOWARDS ARMY.

BUT YET I CAN BE SO NORMAL DURING WEEKENDS AND OFF CAMP DAYS.

YEA I FEEL THAT TOO.

ANYWAY TML IS THE COURSE. AND I JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST.

"PURGE" IS THE WORD.

2009-06-20T00:01:00.001+08:00

http://www.jpgmag.com/stories/11918

PRINCESS MUCH?

JUST LIKE GAGA, I'M BORED TO DEATH.

ARMY IS LIKE BAD CONSTIPATION.

YOU CANT GET IT OUT.

I NEED SOME LAXATIVES!

2009-06-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

man, things always happen so fast.

very fast.

now im going to another place.

hmm.

lets pray for the best.

2009-06-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

i dun understand.

why woman sign on as soldiers?

are they lesbians?

are they desperate for cash?

are they jobless?

or simply they are man born in a woman's body.

not forgetting they are all fugly and short.

i mean come on, i want to escape from army so badly.

i rather wear heels till my ankles snap.

i rather wear a corset till my lungs are punctured.

i rather wear make up till my face starts to rot.

so may i know why woman sign on?

2009-06-13T16:01:00.000+08:00

told ya i have alot to say.

CHECK THESE OUT.

http://www.dazeddigital.com/Fashion/article/3332/1/Future_Faces

http://www.style.com/fashionshows/complete/2010RST-CELINE

http://www.dazeddigital.com/view/default.aspx?Category=19&ArticleID=3454&PageNum=1

*MORE TO COME I GUESS.

2009-06-13T15:02:00.000+08:00

i've got so much to say but nothing to say.

how arh.

2009-06-07T01:20:00.001+08:00

I'VE BOUGHT A GOLD PEN.

AND IT WRITES LIKE HEAVEN.

I'VE BOUGHT A DRIES VAN NOTEN INSPIRED SHADES.

AND IT FITS LIKE HEAVEN.

I'M IN RECYCLOFASHION MODE.

WE ARE IN HEAVEN.

2009-05-31T21:32:00.001+08:00

2009-05-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

because of this. im going to buy more UNIQLO.

2009-05-24T13:27:00.002+08:00

im tired.

very tired.

seems like no one seems to understand.

the fear, the lack of trust.

its another long journey ahead.

2009-05-13T21:22:00.003+08:00

meet my future mother in laws

2009-05-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

i've lost my pet ant. please help me find him.

last seen: in my kitchen.

he is red in colour and has six legs, 2 feelers and has 3 segments of body.

responds to the name "MA YI"

loves sweet stuffs.

2009-05-02T23:31:00.003+08:00

i've a feeling that he's not going to make it anytime.

11 years.

thank you.

2009-05-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

LOL! and its by Isabella Rossellini!