well i suddenly feel strange with u around. and i feel that we are drifting apart. i dun understand wad u said and i dun think i will understand for this lifetime. i feel like cryin because i dun noe wad has got into u. i feel that i cannot make an effort to make u feel better. what has happen we feel foreign to each other. and i feel in a strange alien world. i miss u like tons and when its time u gave me this answer. i feel useless and hopeless cos i dunno wad to sae to u when i miss u tons. well just let time heals.