oh well i am stuck in a dilemna. i really duno wad to do. frankly speaking, i feel like just heck care. cos sometimes i feel too confined in a "room". is like y ppl can me cannot? it was hard for me to make my first "decision". the name is sibmitted, everything almost done, and shit i received this NO. pfft~~ now i am known as a selfish person. oh well. maybe i just need security which i dun have now. oh well, life really sucks. passion is everlasting. this is bullshit. if it is everlasting, den y arent u doing anything u used to do in sec sch? like basketball? haizz. guess i just have to give up cos i dun wanna think anymore. too tired to think. mind soul n body. PFFT~~~~~

pain inflicted me.