first of all for the posts i said i found you, i lost you. ITS NOT MY CRUSH, EX, STEAD OR ANYTHING. ITS JUST A FRIEND THAT I FOUND THAT HE WAS NOT IN HIS USUAL STATE.

i had a dream las nite. i was with steven meisel and steven klein. they accepted me as their disciple. wahaha! omg! i even lived with them and of course, i am an assistant of theirs and they let me to work on a few shoots with eugenia! faints. although she is not my fav but she is a supermodel! COOL! and of course they are influential professionals they say my outfit sucks. so they let me spent money on designers and gave me $1000 everyday to shop and my expense! cool. cool. i even heard from the both stevens that they are going into runway co ordination. what! that is even more exciting!

anyway one always have a good dream when the weather is cold and you had your bolster in arm and blanket around you. cooling yet warm. Awwwww~ what a dream.