currently, so many things are running through my mind

1. money. lots and lots of money
2. family. i dunno what is going to happen next
3. studies? i feel that i am not getting what i should get.
4. life. after hearing one friend of mine, how she is doing now. treatment if not kidney failure, i felt that life is short. really short.

i hate character design. i felt that what i did is not what i get. oh please. stop those red lorry yellow lorry. and stop asking me to change mindset. for i am stuck in RP presentation. its difficult to *poof change my presentation style in like a minute? just felt that its too much.