my right eye is fucking painful now.

i had enough of Singapore. 

i wanna leave and go somewhere else and die. 

i wanna have freaking half ang moh babies.

i wanna live life like there's nth.

i wanna have my own backyard with kids killing themselves under the apple tree.

i wanna have my neighbours come over for lunch with a chainsaw under their arms.

i wanna have myself getting robbed along the alley.

i wanna have my kids feeding on crack.

maybe being in Singapore is not that bad. or maybe not.