i just hope i have a better relationship with my cousins.

firstly our age gap is seriously hardcore huge.

im the second youngest among all.

i dun think i can relate to them.

i only have a cousin on my father's side

and we see each other only on CNY.

i have 12 cousins on my mother's side.

firstly, we only meet auntie 1 (who has 2 children) on CNY only.

not that we hate each other, but we just drifted?

auntie 2 has 2 children. but i don't really talk to both.

1 of them has a wife who is such a stuck up.

the other one we just talked little.

auntie 3 has 2 children. well i guess there are people who i can talked more with.

auntie 5 has no children. but she's nice auntie.

uncle 6 has 2 children. i only talked to 1 who is younger than me. guess i can relate more to her. but now we drifted.

uncle 7 has 2 children. 1 is almost good as dead. i had little words with the other one.

auntie 7 has 2 children. almost good as we are strangers.

so in fact i really do envy people with hang around with their cousins so much. in fact the only real gathering is CNY. and watch some lame CNY movies. 

oh well i guess i need more family time.