well its time. i have to let it go. i has to move on. like endings of the ghost whisperer series, it has to go to the white light. well of cos i am an emotional bastard yes i cried. but he has to go someday. i not holding on to him but i am just not ready. i felt that i can do more for him. seeing him lying there almost motionlessly, was quite a pain. reflecting on the past years he has been with us was just unbearable. well at least now he still has the ability to eat and move half of its body. all i can say its go for the better and move on.

Gigi Rocks my life.

anyway sorry abt the absence of the cruise trip post. wanted to post it but lappy die so ya. no pics for now! heh...

i need shopping to relieve myself. hah