well las nite. i had the worst night of this year. he started wheezing. gasping for breathe. spasms. squeaks. tot he is going last night. so worried la. but finally went to sleep. minimum.

this morning. he is still there. but no more of the above symptoms. tot he need more time to go. came back from meeting around 10. he still there. but slightly worst than last evening. for he eats little? well i dunno whether i recovered for i dunno what to expect when he really goes off. well all i can say is leave for the better and it will be good for the both of us.

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well i hate the way u talked to me today. i am so fucked up. so what the things u are doing are all u chose to do. but what i need to do is WHAT I NEED TO DO. i cant choose. do u think i can dun choose to do PP or FYP? so must i be like u? go take part in YA and poly forum? well u say u can plan time. but who is the one complaining to me about stress and wanted to quit YA? u can say why cant i say i gt the intention to quit SL trip.

let me tell you what i have to do.

WORK. and its aunite karen. try working under her
FYP. u haven even got yours. so SHUT UP.
PP. i profile the correct people not like you
EOP Prob 16 exhibtion. like as if you know about art.
Learning Journal for Character design. am i speaking Greek to you?
Laptop crashed. You want right?
Rabbit is passing on. do you even understand?
SL trip. not like you. rushed through the itnerary.

All taking place right now. you want right? let me guess. could it be that all your tasks is self optional and not taking place together?

DON' T TELL ME WHAT TO DO.